Me Myself and 2009

Its 2009 now, I'm 27 and I think life has finally got to me. It is time to start completing all the things that I ever dreamed of doing. For years I have had grand ideas stewing in this brain of mine...but none of them ever made it to the table; so for 2009 I have got to complete some shit!


So far 3 days into the New Year, its been interesting...I've moved out the hood (Bankhead to be exact) I know...who moves to Atlanta and moves to BANKHEAD??...well me and my roommate/friend did just that...but not entirely on purpose. We did have a brand new townhouse, so its not like we were in the projects. My NY lover came to spend Christmas with me since I had to work and going to see the family in Cali was not an option. That was nice of him..i guess. He ended up staying and helping me move which I appreciate. So back to 2009, I have to accomplish some shit. One would be to take this blogging shit more seriously. This is my 3rd attempt at it...so I guess its only right that we get accqainted.


27. Virgo. Single- no kids. Just me and a chihuahua named Rico- NO not Rico Suave but more like Rico-Camron's character-from Paid in Full. A giant ball of creativity who works a regular ass 9 to 5 who LONGS for her chance to shine. Makeup artist. Designer. Stylist- you name and I can do it. I love NY- the men, the accent, the pace, the buildings, the culture, everything...i should live there by now but for now i just fuck a native. Loves all the wrong people. Nice guys look past me like I have a sign that reads DOPE BOYS ONLY on my forehead. 5'8 1/2. Green eyes. Havent seen my family in 2 years now, I miss my mom but she understands im busy. Atlanta resident since Feb '08. Cali born, bred and fed for the first 23 years of my existence. Lived somewhere not important in the Midwest for 3 years which was a waste of time but much needed life experience. Doesnt know if a relationship is ever in her future. Chronic fear of being taken advantage of. Assertive at the wrong times.Patient with the wrong ones. A female asshole who wishes someone would recognize that im sensitive.30324 is my zip. size 10 shoe. My hair was 2 inches from my ass and for some strange reason i chopped it off now its 2 inches from my shoulders. If I was skinny I would be a exotic dancer, but I'm convinced God keeps me fat for a reason. I know the potential I have, but dont understand why I just dont 'DO IT'...whatever IT might be. Not sure if kids are in my future. Can dress better than any other size 16 chick that U know. Will lose 80 pounds this year. Will be more organized.Will practice being happy this year. Will be more optimistic this year. Will appreciate all that I have and worked for this year. Will realize it could be much worse. Will take more risks....



enjoy all that you are.